uh means i want to bite ur dick
noiz’s birthday gift to aoba actually gives me a lot of feelings about noiz and noiao in general. although the picture of noiz is from during or before the ending of his route in the first game, i think that his gift — and all of the gifts — could just as easily be given after aoba has romanced him
the flowers in the bouquet have meanings. in combination, they mean Adoration, Perfection, Loveliness and Memories or I’ll be waiting for you and True love. imagine noiz looking up the meanings of flowers in both western flower language and hanakotoba, trying to look up the perfect combination in order to accurately express his feelings for aoba. he goes into a florist to order the bouquet precisely how he wants it, knowing it expresses his feelings for aoba in a subtle but romantic way. even the colours of the paper holding the bouquet compliment aoba, and the rest of the gifts, in a nice way
then comes the cologne. of course we can’t be sure what went through his head when he was buying it or what his thought process was for choosing that particular one, but considering the meanings of the flowers he probably put a lot of thought into this, too. he probably samples a bunch of different scents, think about which ones would suit aoba best and how they would smell on aoba’s skin. he’d probably leave the store in the end, smelling like a million different scents but carrying his purcase in a little paper bag and being extremely proud of his choice, and hoping that aoba will like it too.
the handkerchief is an interesting one. if you think back to noiz’s route in the original game, he retrieved a handkerchief from his pocket to try and treat a wound aoba had received from the security allmates in oval tower. aoba teases him for it, and noiz says that carrying it is a habit from his childhood before hastily tucking it away. noiz didn’t have a particularly happy childhood, but this is one of the things he holds onto from it, and in a cute way i think he’s trying to share it with aoba. in a weird way, it’s something more personal than the flowers or cologne. and again, the colours match aoba.
and then there’s what he says himself. noiz probably didn’t have much to celebrate on his own birthdays. he says himself that he doesn’t get what they’re for. but he wants to give a gift to aoba, and show aoba how much he means to him even if he doesn’t understand it.
noiz, you sweet considerate man ;w;
I'll accept you. So, come back. Noiz!
A world where you can’t feel anything is lonely.
"If you believe you can achieve." -Noiz
the best feeling in the world is when your teacher says “these essays/papers sucked” and getting yours back with a “nice work!” and a lil smiley bc success is so much sweeter when you know others have failed
After seeing preview for next ep:
My turn, bitchesssssssss